Sunday, April 10, 2011

"Letter To God"


Dear God....
I am one of Your lost Soul...do You remember..?,
I was born...from intimacy of two lovers,
My father...and mother...
Without any doubt,will love them forever.

But do you know me...dear God?,
My existence...parallel with lonely Heart...
Always searching,yet I don't know what,
Always wondering...why my life so hard.
Oh...my beloved God...,

I've promised to stay faithful to You,
Although most of my life...I don't know what to do,
Along my path...You left countless clues,
But often without Light...often in dark hues.

I kneel down...not too often,
Yet never once,I'm lacking of devotion,
Though my mind...in commotion,
I hang on to You...my commitment.

Can You hear me God...?

I have questions to ask,
I know this Life won't last...,
But please hear me...You must,
Sometimes...the pain...too harsh.

I surrender to You...

.....My Divine,
Trying to find Light between the lines,
My soles bleeding from thorny vines...,
Stepping on destiny...I called mine.

Ohh...can you feel me,Lover All Mighty?..
This tiny shoulders too fragile for me,
Burden I carry...too heavy...,
My strength...almost empty.

I beat my chest a hundred times more,
Wanting to understand what I'm here for...,
Maybe I don't want to know what's in store,
But at least...
Hold my hand...and lead me to Your door.

Kiss me my kindly God...

Kiss my tears away...,
I wished I don't have to stay...,
I wished...I could let my Faith goes astray..,
I wished...I could sleep longer...today.

But You don't let me...,

So I continue walking with barren feet,
On Your sand dunn made of heat..,
Barely anything for my Soul to feed,
Perhaps...I haven't yet pay my deeds.

Mercy me...I am ungrateful,
My Heart so careless...hardly careful,
If I ever sounded...so cruel...,
I promise you God...

Regardless....

How painful this Life should be...
I will forever......T H A N K F U L....

5 comments:

  1. Bitter-Sweet Pea ;)April 21, 2011 at 3:39 AM

    I see a heart... a beautiful one...

    you can never do injustice with what you write Kia... not even if you try to... I know because its not what you try to do... you just live with it ;)

    you're a good soul Kia and I know you know faith is the key...

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  2. Touched my heart!
    Happy moments, praise God.
    Difficult moments, seek God.
    Every moment, thank God.

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  3. your poem is deeply beautiful and deeply felt
    by my heart -- many of your thoughts echo my own.

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  4. Miska,

    The truth of your wisdom makes my heart burn from within the emptiness of my soul. Thanks for the warmth of your light that shines so brightly!

    Love and Light, Chuck

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  5. It's been a while since I visited my own blog.I think it's time to write again..loves & tears..sadness & joys...sorrows & smiles.

    I thank u all for beautiful & touching comments..My deep appreciation to you.

    Miskia

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