Thursday, May 5, 2022

Wounded Soul


Why do my wishes,                                                               

Dancing around you...                                                                      

A wounded Soul,                                                                           

Drowning in loneliness,                                                                   

Silent voices of  invisible tears,                                           

....Threading your painful smiles. 


How I wished I could,                                                                   

Kiss those warm tears,  

Slowly...our lips touched,                                              

...Tasting each other's melancholy,                                             

And we'll make wine,                                                                 

From our miseries.

Dream of me....whenever it rains,                                                  

So we could meet,                                                                             

 In our hidden thoughts,                                                                     

 Far away from reality,                                                                

And we'll pretend....


This unseen love ....is ours forever



Thursday, December 29, 2011

Surrender To Me...

"I'll be your Love...your Pain...your Vain.
I'll shed your Tears..shield your Fears.And when Shadow looming...I'll come Running.To kiss away your Misery...to feed you Honey.For I am...your Joy...your Melancholy"







I love you today...and tomorrow...
Again and once more.
For you are my blood, food for my Heart...
Root of my Smiles,liquid for my Cry.

Be my Angel...
White wings of Light,..And far we'll hide.
Breaking all rules, 
Making love behind clouds...
...Gasping silently...
Two different Entity...
...One illusive destiny"



When tears of glass...
Shattered past midnight..,
Like rain on cold window...When your mind hollow,
Your thoughts invaded,..eases in your dreams...
Faint sound of screams,
Unheard...but deep,..
As you sigh...in your sleep.

Be my shadow...dark and fearless,
Following me everywhere...I don't care..,
I want nothing less...
Your stare...under the Moonlight glare...
Making me shiver...driving me deeper,
Into...my oblivion.




Scar me with your Love...deep and forever,
Kisses I can't forgive...
...Touches I can't let go..,
Staining my passion,
Bleeds through...my existence,


Come to me...be mine,
Our skin...glistening behind darkness..,
Rays of sinful passion...
...Sshh....
Whispers of Stars...
When our minds drowned...
Two Souls entwined..,
Aligned in the sky...And we'll become...
One.........



I love you...forever and again..,
I've always do...
If only...you knew.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

"Letter To God"




Dear God....
I am one of Your lost Soul...do You remember..?,
I was born...from intimacy of two lovers,
My father...and mother...
Without any doubt,will love them forever.

But do you know me...dear God?,
My existence...parallel with lonely Heart...
Always searching,yet I don't know what,
Always wondering...why my life so hard.
Oh...my beloved God...,

I've promised to stay faithful to You,
Although most of my life...I don't know what to do,
Along my path...You left countless clues,
But often without Light...often in dark hues.


I kneel down...not too often,
Yet never once,I'm lacking of devotion,
Though my mind...in commotion,
I hang on to You...my commitment.

Can You hear me God...?

I have questions to ask,
I know this Life won't last...,
But please hear me...You must,
Sometimes...the pain...too harsh.

I surrender to You...

.....My Divine,
Trying to find Light between the lines,
My soles bleeding from thorny vines...,
Stepping on destiny...I called mine.

Ohh...can you feel me,Lover All Mighty?..
This tiny shoulders too fragile for me,
Burden I carry...too heavy...,
My strength...almost empty.


I beat my chest a hundred times more,
Wanting to understand what I'm here for...,
Maybe I don't want to know what's in store,
But at least...
Hold my hand...and lead me to Your door.

Kiss me my kindly God...

Kiss my tears away...,
I wished I don't have to stay...,
I wished...I could let my Faith goes astray..,
I wished...I could sleep longer...today.

But You don't let me...,

So I continue walking with barren feet,
On Your sand dunn made of heat..,
Barely anything for my Soul to feed,
Perhaps...I haven't yet pay my deeds.

Mercy me...I am ungrateful,
My Heart so careless...hardly careful,
If I ever sounded...so cruel...,
I promise you God...

Regardless....

How painful this Life should be...
I will forever......T H A N K F U L....